MADNESS

it's really madness how me and val can bitch nonstop for hours..even after like not chatting for so long! first bitch n bitch n bitch on msn..then she ask me call her, con't bitchin til her hp lo batt. win liao. then con't on msn til 5! omfg! wad were we doing??????????
we were

1. 
   bitchin bout some ppl
2. 
   lookin for jobs online/over the fone
3. 
   thinkin if since got so many jobs no need scared will die
4. 
   tryin to see if some ppl were famous (dat some ppl included us)
5. 
   discussing if it was worth it to have loads of money but no life/no integrity
6. 
   (this is the bulk of the conver) PLANNING HOW TO FUCKIN KENG HER HOSPITAL MC!!!!!

wa piang... she is like me sia..when dun feel like doin something, will fuckin burn her brain to think of something to cover up. omg. how? dun feel like goin to work tmr.. somemore now so late liao. so i'm gonna see a doc tmr to get mc, but then i areadi mc the past 2 days. nvm, i tell them i hospitalised. so tmr i gotta go hospital get mc. but aiyaa..so ex lehhh...abit waste money..maybe they will not ask for it. but then wad if they ask. so i gotta go take mc..then shld i take from doc n teh gong bout the hosp? but wad if they sack me? then how? i resign. then must serve one month leh. but wad if they dun wan me to serve? then they pay me compensation. but sekali they dun wan pay. then i ngeh ngeh say i wanna serve.then i will die. cos they will make me do shit. then i take mc dat mth. but if lidat then they will sack me. so how? shld i go hosp tmr anot? aiyaaa...since they are gonna sack me anyway, shan't waste my money... but then wad if.... and the wad if came true. so yea.. wadever we spoke about? wasted!!!! fuckin hell.
anyway, i am damn fucked la. i haven't slept more than 10hours in the past 3 days! can i juz die. mommy keeps askin why i'm always sleeping..it's cos when i'm awake, nobody calls, and nobody noes...and then I ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO BLAME cos i cannot sleep! and i fall aslp for like 2 hours, many many smses, many many missed calls. liao.
and best...i haven't had proper food for 2 days liao. i have survived on milo peng, jackfruit chips, kickapoo, potato chips, and juz 2hrs ago, campbell mushroom soup. win right? bo pian. when i hungry, ppl slping. i put on msn header 'hungry. anyone for supper?' til now bo reply. sigh.
it's 420 liao. i am so awake!!! i can go downstairs eat beehoon in 1.5 hours!!! yay!!!! the bloody mkts are too exciting la..how can i sleep????? seriously. u see?

djia is at 8579pts. down 7.33% !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaahahahahahahaa. LIAO. who strike aud/usd at 0.70+, 0.80+ think they got a good deal??/ waaaaaaaaahahahahahaaa!!!! think agn laaaa. it ain't so easy nowadays. o well, not like i'm affected. i'm juz kaypoh. n nothin better to do.

i'm gonna wash noshii's pillow. kan si lang cao!