tired...

i'm so damn tired from the past week.

was just thinking the other night. is money that important for one to work his ass off? what happens if one works too hard then suddenly dies from fatigue? all gone to waste?

what if he's working that hard to start a family, but then before it can get started, dies? we aren't getting any younger man, and people in our age group have dropped dead around us. scary ain't it? RIP.

mommy was also just saying that her boss' friend's DIL is such a materialistic bitch. how can ask for a 3 bedroom pte house in exchange for one grandchild? omfg. if that's my dil i sure ask my son to divorce her. eh no. i sure disown my son cos if not next time i die liao, he sure will give her everything sia! and she's apparently singaporean hor. now i know can bargain one. those with many kids should be bloody rich now. all those properties..!

many thoughts have passed over the weekend. people were playing $500 per hand at $1 jackpot machines and there i was feeling apprehensive bout a $5 per hand hit at a 20cent machine. people played thousands per hand at baccarat, pontoon everything. and some of us are screaming bout the $2000 annual levy. i looked at their chips and i can't even tell what colour's what denomination anymore. way out of my league. imagine if i sat at that table with them. they'd probly spit at me. or rather, i'd have been chased away in less than 10 hands by the losses. interesting how the rich live, and how the other end does. i remember watching the channel u show where the old aunty cooked porridge from dried up left over rice from weeks before. one hand played and lost by those rich uncles could have lasted that aunty at least a few months. yes. few MONTHS, IN SINGAPORE mind you.

o well. aunty may be happier than the uncles tho. simplicity is a blessing at times.

STILL, i can't wait for my paycheque to come. and i sure hope it gets fatter by the month. so much for wanting a simple life. haa.

heart over head

like duh lor. her head is empty mah.

where got people know her bf secretly wishes for her to be chio-er still can tahan?

love is blind. however fugly she is, he should accept mah.

really pei fu her. no wonder S says she must super love him alot and treats him damn good if not she'd be long gone cos of her looks.

hmmm...

i never knew though. that it's THAT impt to him. i wonder if i look like that would he have hung on for so long since my temper's like shit. hahahahahah!

i think naz is tired. poor fella kena stuck in between us. i mean like too bad if he blames you la. your mouth, you can say wad you want wad. plus it's all factual. and i didn't use names. senso people then will know it's them. i tell you stuff that i'm pretty sure you have told people too. i dun blame you do i? i dunno why you're so scared of him tho. you don't want trouble, then maybe you should stop listening and talking to both of us. or maybe if you really need him in your life, then just stop talking to me altogether. at least then you'll have more peace.

i tried to help but i guess i made things worse. i thought by telling someone, she can kinda console her. but noooo...i'm supposed to mind my own biz now. and i need a heart transplant sponsored by my rich gf.

eh wait.

1) my gf's not rich.

2) i'm not the one who thinks you need surgery ley... why do i need a new heart? that bf of yours is d one who needs it.

3) i'd have not bothered bout any of this if i didn't know i was being stalked in the first place.

4) your bf started accusing me of shit i didn't do first. i was just tryna say my piece.

5) you started talkin bout me to my ex mgr first what. why now i cannot talk ley???

isit cos you're fugly then can bitch and pretend to be nice?

then i guess i rather not. cos i may not be chio, but at least i dun get asked by my partner to get surgery done. =P

fuck off la. seriously.

to those who hate and are still stalking me

what for fuck's sake are you here?

if you do not want to know bout me and what's happening in my life, then dun bother reading la!

if you can delete me off fb and msn cos of your gf, you should never be here.

if you do not want people to know bout you, then don't tell anyone what you feel, or anything at all. cos walls have ears remember? and people talk. no matter how much you want them to stop.

how can you expect people not to talk when you yourself talk so much???

if what i blog about makes you upset, then don't, please don't ever come here. it's my blog, and i will say whatever i feel. what you don't know won't hurt you.

if you're insecure and still needta keep tabs on me, i want you to know that i'm not interested in getting back with him. never ever. period. one man's meat another man's poison.

to you he's treasure. to me he's trouble.

ok? enough already????