Sunday, October 5, 2008

endless love



yea. and it's yet another day i'm up in the mornin. not cos i woke early, more so i've not slept in the past 10 over hours. this really sucks. i really hate how life has become. i hate how we have to be responsible bout the shites we deal wif in life.. i hate being the cause of such unhappiness, and more so, i hate having to be the receiver of all dis unhappiness dat i've created.

wad is endless love? love is endless when u love yourself. dat i've realised. it is probably the only totally unconditional love dat is attainable in my dictionary, maybe in many others' as well. so dun bother bout the 'will..you...forever..' it's juz crap. it's juz i'll love me always and forever.

been rather edgy the past days. sometimes i reali wonder if there'll ever be a chance of me sleepin n not waking up ever. since i love to slp so much, why not juz slp on. make things easier for myself, and maybe even for others. sigh. maybe d day i sleep and never wake up will be the day i realise i dun wanna slp anymore. by then it'll only be too late won't it?

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