alright. since i can't fall myself asleep, i decided that this would be it. the beginning of the end. the end of my unproductive nuarness. seriously, how many ppl and how many bloody times have people told me how nuar i am, it's like in my blood, i'm the queen of nuarness, etc... well, i am nuar what!!! juz dat okay, i admit. i've been nuaring unproductively the past couple of decades. so yea, i've decided. i'm gonna nuar and make good use of my nuar time.
i mean like i can nuar and reali rest my bod/brain completely instead of nuaring n still feelin tired rite? yes. i can. and i will.
so will dis blog help? heh. i seriously dunno. after so many failed attempts of updatin several blogs, this one, i hope will have a longer life online. i'm nuar mahhh.. used to nuar unproductively, so nothing gets done wad!
sigh. nobody seems to understand how tired a person like me can get. i dunno if anyone out there has/is/will feel this way. it's like getting so tired even doing nothing day after day after day. 16hours of slp and still, TIRED!!! they tell me it's cos i sleep too much.but if i don't, i'm tired as well! so how lidat? try to break the unhealthy slp cycle lor. but then break areadi, got public holiday, so again, cycle spoil. sian.
eh wait. i am not contradicting myself here. it doesn't mean this blog is gonna die out n i'm gonna go back to my unproductive nuaring ok.. it MAY die out, i MAY still be lazy, but i'm seriously gonna start being productive la. the beginning of the end mahhh.
so no matter wad, something positive is gonna happen this moment. it's a blardy start that im sitting here moving my fingers now.
okok..so what have i gotta say now? dunno man. my brain's pretty dead. been dead since dunno when. it's funny how one kinda evolves into a bimbo. like how come last time not so bimbotic, but now brain so useless ley? then the neh oso nvr grow bigger. sian. brain n boobs aren't inversely proportionate. dat's for sure. i'm sure many of us have actuali met quite dumb ppl who dun have much neh rite?
o well.
the weekend's coming. so happy man! (dun i juz sound airheaded?) today was a public hol, 2 more working days and yessss...weekend!!!!
i've already wasted countless weekends, i seriously dunno why i'm so excited bout this comin one. maybe cos i'm still on the productiveness bit.
sian la... weekend no weekend oso same. zo bo whole day everyday. i can't believe it lor. i mean like okay, sunday nite i dint slp. monday i dint slp. as in like whole monday morn and afternoon nvr slp. monday nite oso. tues morn like 2am i slept til tues 2pm.. then like still fuckin tired. so nuar aimlessly. waited for aircon leak to be fixed then whole day gone liao! then nvm...it's like eve of p hol rite? but oso nvr do anything productive. ok la. got la...went to help take out blu tack from ceiling and move some stuff ard, took some fotos....watched like dunno how many fuckin episodes of the chinacar show...then ohh..koon liao. then wake up it's like p hol gone liao! sian. then now still hvn't koon. like wtf lor. ttly upside down, my slp cycle. and who can i blame? me lor! everyone oso say it's i kaki make til lidat one.. reali meh????
arghh i'm damn sian la. like my fav line goes..... I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wad to do sia?? it's scary how ppl are already waking up to get ready for the day, and here i am still not ending the previous day.. how how how??? panic lehhhh.. i reali ganzheong, but i oso dunno for wad. i like got ttly nothing to do later oso. but i wanna be productive lehhh how how how???? somemore juz now i was like running thru my head wad i can do for the day..thought i'd go look for my baby candy, ask her pei me sit at coffee place n catch up, or even go get my back fixed, or cook soup or wadever la.. now i got a feelin i'm juz gonna koon ltr lor!
talkin bout the back gettin fixed, it's long overdue la. my back has been giving me probs for so long liao (ppl say it's cos i slp too much) but it's reali gettin worse. the sedish massage no longer works. so i;m down to juz tui na-ing. i hope dat will con't to help for long enuf. else i DIE i tell u. nothing else helps liao. not even accupuncture. arghhhh. juz kill me lar. piangz.
7am liao lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...sigh.
wanna put up pics oso dunno why cannot. sianz. isit i reali dat stupid now? or juz sway as usual?
walau. i feel like goin to buy bee hoon now. eventho i'm like ttly not hungry. wth am i thinkin? shldn't i be thinkin of slpg or if i'm gonna keep awake, i shld like jog, gym or swim??? wapiang. tired la...
need to ask ppl how come always got error wif the pics man. boring.
next time perhaps. now i'm juz gonna nuar UNproductively til 10am. then be productive liao.
i mean like i can nuar and reali rest my bod/brain completely instead of nuaring n still feelin tired rite? yes. i can. and i will.
so will dis blog help? heh. i seriously dunno. after so many failed attempts of updatin several blogs, this one, i hope will have a longer life online. i'm nuar mahhh.. used to nuar unproductively, so nothing gets done wad!
sigh. nobody seems to understand how tired a person like me can get. i dunno if anyone out there has/is/will feel this way. it's like getting so tired even doing nothing day after day after day. 16hours of slp and still, TIRED!!! they tell me it's cos i sleep too much.but if i don't, i'm tired as well! so how lidat? try to break the unhealthy slp cycle lor. but then break areadi, got public holiday, so again, cycle spoil. sian.
eh wait. i am not contradicting myself here. it doesn't mean this blog is gonna die out n i'm gonna go back to my unproductive nuaring ok.. it MAY die out, i MAY still be lazy, but i'm seriously gonna start being productive la. the beginning of the end mahhh.
so no matter wad, something positive is gonna happen this moment. it's a blardy start that im sitting here moving my fingers now.
okok..so what have i gotta say now? dunno man. my brain's pretty dead. been dead since dunno when. it's funny how one kinda evolves into a bimbo. like how come last time not so bimbotic, but now brain so useless ley? then the neh oso nvr grow bigger. sian. brain n boobs aren't inversely proportionate. dat's for sure. i'm sure many of us have actuali met quite dumb ppl who dun have much neh rite?
o well.
the weekend's coming. so happy man! (dun i juz sound airheaded?) today was a public hol, 2 more working days and yessss...weekend!!!!
i've already wasted countless weekends, i seriously dunno why i'm so excited bout this comin one. maybe cos i'm still on the productiveness bit.
sian la... weekend no weekend oso same. zo bo whole day everyday. i can't believe it lor. i mean like okay, sunday nite i dint slp. monday i dint slp. as in like whole monday morn and afternoon nvr slp. monday nite oso. tues morn like 2am i slept til tues 2pm.. then like still fuckin tired. so nuar aimlessly. waited for aircon leak to be fixed then whole day gone liao! then nvm...it's like eve of p hol rite? but oso nvr do anything productive. ok la. got la...went to help take out blu tack from ceiling and move some stuff ard, took some fotos....watched like dunno how many fuckin episodes of the chinacar show...then ohh..koon liao. then wake up it's like p hol gone liao! sian. then now still hvn't koon. like wtf lor. ttly upside down, my slp cycle. and who can i blame? me lor! everyone oso say it's i kaki make til lidat one.. reali meh????
arghh i'm damn sian la. like my fav line goes..... I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wad to do sia?? it's scary how ppl are already waking up to get ready for the day, and here i am still not ending the previous day.. how how how??? panic lehhhh.. i reali ganzheong, but i oso dunno for wad. i like got ttly nothing to do later oso. but i wanna be productive lehhh how how how???? somemore juz now i was like running thru my head wad i can do for the day..thought i'd go look for my baby candy, ask her pei me sit at coffee place n catch up, or even go get my back fixed, or cook soup or wadever la.. now i got a feelin i'm juz gonna koon ltr lor!
talkin bout the back gettin fixed, it's long overdue la. my back has been giving me probs for so long liao (ppl say it's cos i slp too much) but it's reali gettin worse. the sedish massage no longer works. so i;m down to juz tui na-ing. i hope dat will con't to help for long enuf. else i DIE i tell u. nothing else helps liao. not even accupuncture. arghhhh. juz kill me lar. piangz.
7am liao lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...sigh.
wanna put up pics oso dunno why cannot. sianz. isit i reali dat stupid now? or juz sway as usual?
walau. i feel like goin to buy bee hoon now. eventho i'm like ttly not hungry. wth am i thinkin? shldn't i be thinkin of slpg or if i'm gonna keep awake, i shld like jog, gym or swim??? wapiang. tired la...
need to ask ppl how come always got error wif the pics man. boring.
next time perhaps. now i'm juz gonna nuar UNproductively til 10am. then be productive liao.
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