it's just me

loving life with each passing day

I HATE MY HAIR

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on overdrive...

damn. i can't believe i slept only for 2hours and i'm still alive now. didn't dare take pills last night cos i was scared i'd miss today's lesson again, then ended up only sleeping at 630 thereabouts. woke at 8. 8.05. 8.10. 5 min intervals cos of the snoozing. lol. love and hate it. i dunno why i bother setting the alarm early then snooze for half an hour. coulda just slept thru til 830 lo. was still on time! but then my dear boss was the one who couldn't wake up to send me to work. then the cabbies all red colour light. lucky i managed to get there before cut off!

the morning was draggy. interview with corporate dunno who. she so scary. woman of few words. then the trainer so poorthing. when i said i gotta go out for interview he just shrugged his shoulders. :S

luckily the pm was more fun. made 3 new friends today! yay! had lunch with daniel and realised that the passion he has will probably make him successful. i think i should develop more passion too. he and me sama sama. banking background. but his was in sydney. how cool lor. and i know he is the ethical kind from the way he spoke about churning his clients last time. shared experience bout the previous co too. he said he totally understood. nice.

my new friends are damn funny. tho they call me yao guai, i like it! cos they all also yao guai. hahahahaha! one shopclubaholic. one young mother of a 17y/o girl. one fake apnn. and me. all yao guais. lol.

it makes me wanna go to work more with people around to laugh with. =) hopefully....

my redbull's wearing off. my head feels heavy but i'm gonna go for the meeting tomorrow morning. i need to clear up some issues on the other side before i can balance both. else i'll prob just skew to one side and that was not my initial plan. my plan was to make full use of the time i have when babe's not around to make as much money as i can. if i can balance both well, i think things will be good for us soon.

david said nothing is impossible. to me, he said that. and i wanna believe he meant it in my context. i wanna believeeeeee. don't stop me.

i hope babe can relax more when things happen. it sucks seeing her so tired everyday. it sucks seeing her stressed out. and it sucks when she comes home at 10pm. from work.

maybe, just maybe she can convert soon. i hope we can make it happen. either that or i hope she gets what she wants from this current position and move on quick. whatever it is, i just hope for her to be happy, even at work. she tries not to talk bout office related shit when at home, maybe cos she thinks it's boring for me and doesn't want me to stress out with her. i don't know shit bout her work, and i dunno many of the acronyms she uses. but i just pretend to. lololol. hopefully she feels better talking a wee bit bout it to me la.

oya. talking bout that. i must say that i'm thankful for the way my life has gone eventho it used to suck so bad i wanted to die many times.

jie was saying i'm blessed. and yes. i am. somehow things come my way when i need them eventho i don't search hard for them. somehow i enjoy life quite abit. and even when i don't work hard i still get to enjoy life.

=)

made in heaven.

that's me.

to my jie jie

i so love bitching with you!!!

from sweden to people on the train! aaahahahaha

it was so funny when the guy's head touched your shoulder. almost. told you to cough you dunwan. heng you laugh also got use! and oso heng i made you laugh! waaaahahahaha

i tell you more rubbish things when we go for the buffet! eh maybe we go ourselves then can talk more. with the rascals, you hardly have time for me one.

last time i was your rascal. your baobei. your precious. now i gotta fight with the 2 of them. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and remember... don't tell them what i told you ah. else later they try to kill me!